I chatted with him today or to be precise tonight. Not for long but even that 5 minutes chat was enough for me like a life saver. At least tonight I can sleep well; of course will dream about him only. After a long time I was experiencing peace of mind. I just hope I get it very often. I was never so thankful to technologies before. The things I can’t speak I can text to him or write on chat.
Tonight again I felt so badly that I should tell him how much I’m in love with him, how restless I feel when I don’t see him for days together, how many sleepless nights I’ve been through thinking about him, how I’m hiding all my pain from everyone and dying every second. How I wish I could say all that, how I wish he could understand that without me speaking a word, how I wish he could be all mine.
I did not. I wanted to but I didn’t tell him anything over chat. I don’t want to force him. You just can’t force anyone to love you. I want him to feel it the way I’m feeling for him, the way I’m dying for him. I’m just waiting for the days when he would call me for no reason and talk to me for hours together, I’m waiting for the nights when he won’t sleep until he wishes me good night, I’m waiting for the times which he would want to spend with me. I’m just hoping all these to happen. After all we all live with some hope.
May 3, 2012 at 2:17 pm
Thanks Adolly 🙂
May 3, 2012 at 2:49 pm
It’s like I see myself in you. I feel the same way sometimes and this post of yours says it all. Nice work 🙂
May 3, 2012 at 2:58 pm
Hey thanks K…glad that you could relate with it..even though it’s fiction 🙂
Thanks a lot
May 3, 2012 at 2:55 pm
ok…spill the beans…whose the lucky lad here ??? (this “mirage” is worth chasing !)
May 3, 2012 at 2:59 pm
Thank you so much but lucky one is still hiding in fogs.. 🙂
May 3, 2012 at 5:30 pm
…it is still better than kissing a frog to get the prince charming !!!!
May 3, 2012 at 5:57 pm
hahaha…that’s true
May 3, 2012 at 3:24 pm
very nice work buddy…great going 🙂
May 3, 2012 at 3:28 pm
Hey thanks dear 🙂
May 5, 2012 at 10:25 pm
Aww this is so touching! And I feel the same too. And for us patience is the best way to deal with it. If we chase too much, our target will go further away.
May 5, 2012 at 10:45 pm
ya u r so right… 🙂